ive been out of highschool for about 7 months and i tried talking about to my parents... they told since i am very childish and autistic im not ready for college mind you i cant go anywhere been homeschooled since the 5th grade... i have no friends never fallen in love they verbatim told me im not ready to live my own life im 19... turning 20 and the fact my family reminds me i do nothing all day hurts... im a loser basically and having depression doesnt help most times i wanna cry